Thursday, August 10, 2006

It still hurts.

I miss my mom. It's been 2 1/2 years but it feels like last week. It totally breaks me up that I can't just pick up the phone and call her. I miss her soooooo much that it takes my breath away. Sometimes, I don't think about her all day and then I lay down to go to sleep at night and it hits me like a ton of bricks. Something just grips me in the middle of my chest and I can't breathe. I'm surprised my pillow isn't moldy from all the tears that it has absorbed. oh and apparently my husband is a deep sleeper. :rolling my eyes and sighing:

4 comments:

~ RebekahBoo said...

I'm sooo sorry. CYBER HUUUGGGGSSSSS

Christy said...

Awww....Im sorry~~ I cant even imagine how hard that is....

Rochelle said...

This blog is really great. I am glad you have a place to put your emotions on paper... okay... on screen! I will keep you in my prayers and look forward to getting to know you more. Keep writing...

Always Faith said...

(((hugs))) I'm sorry. I can only imagine how it feels, but I do understand about the deep sleeping hubby. Been there. Just hang in there.