It is a bit odd...

last night the baby was moving around, not jabbing but rolling or whatever... so I put C's hand on my belly and he could feel it. I couldn't help but laugh at his reaction... his face said EW That's disgusting!!!! but his words were that must feel weird. And it is, but in an odd way neat and majorly reassuring. My aunt lost 2 babies in the womb and that is always in the back of my mind, so I get uber nervous when I don't feel the little bean moving and grooving. I try to reassure myself by saying this is totally a miracle from God and He will finish it perfectly. But I'm not delusional... even Christians lose babies. I'm just trying to trust Him that He has this in His hands and that whatever the outcome is... He will prepare me to handle it.